SheepDog4Life
Natural Gray Man
If she states "earlier in my college career..." what does one infer about "later?"
Kut (doesn't really expect a thoughtful response, but asks anyways)
That's a fair question, and she answers it, still in the Introduction portion:
These experiences have made it apparent to me that the path I have chosen to follow by attending Princeton will likely lead to my further integration and/or assimilation into a White cultural and social structure that will only allow me to remain on the periphery of society; never becoming a full participant. This realization has presently, made my goals to actively utilize my resources to benefit the Black community more desirable.
I read the "more desirable" as doubling down on the earlier statement now that she is nearing the end of her Senior year.
She then goes on to say that her four years at "predominately white" Princeton has her striving for many of the same goals as her white classmates, acceptance to a prestigious grad school and a high paying job at a successful corporation and, "So, my goals after Princeton are not as clear as before."
Why does she consider going to good schools, getting good high-paying jobs a "white thing", or as she puts it "White culture". Why is assimilating and integrating into what most people consider the "path to individual success" something that her makes her "remain at the periphery of society?" I would say it does the opposite.
Perhaps I'm reading too much into it, but she makes it sounds like pursuing the "American Dream" by it's surest path would somehow make her a "sell out."
And, all studies show that getting a college degree (I would add a good degree that helps you land a good job) is the surest way to the upper financial brackets. Why does she consider this solely the domain of "White culture?" It's plain reality.