I have been following this thread closely, trying to decide if my voice is warranted or welcome...screw it, you guys get to hear it:
The Bible's description of God is imperfect because the people that wrote the book were imperfect. At best, the depiction of God found in the Bible is a caricature, an imagining...a fiction.
This is one of the realization I had that led me to avowed atheism...Cristianity asks you to take or leave the whole thing as a piece...this is God, this is what He does, and this is who is benefitted. Any departure from the path (like, say, universal salvation) must be rejected to be accepted as a "believer".
There are as many descriptions of God as there are people...nobody has gotten it right, and it's okay to look for God beyond the words of other men. Christians would have you believe that God is involved in a conversation with you and you can be aware of his presence if you "feel" for it...
...well, I've never felt the "God" feeling, and believe me I've looked. Moreover, if the only comprehendible voice in a given space is your own, are you really having a conversation?
I've talked and talked and talked...if God wants my service all he has to do is talk to me...and believe it or not, I'm still listening.
Keep your head up, brother. If you need a sounding board feel free to use me.
Thanks for adding your kind words, Paul.
I too, can't ever say I've truly had a "God feeling".