And this is a big problem, IMO. It was for me. I was scared of bullies, but I was TERRIFIED of Dad, and I have always been extremely literal-minded. So when he said, "you get in trouble at school, you'll be in worse trouble when you get home", and did not add a self-defense exception to the rule, I figured I was ****ed for the rest of my days. I put all of my energy into developing a high tolerance for pain. The only reason I stabbed the other kid in the knee with a pencil (along with a couple of other times I lost my **** with other bullies) was because I seriously could not take it any more. I had bruises on top of bruises and aching bones below those, and he was an expert at hitting me in exactly the same spot every time.I was actually suprised by my fathers responce when he was confronted by the principle to what had happened.
If this adoption thing works out for me, I have every intention of telling my kids explicitly that I will back them up if they defend themselves, and teaching them to the best of my ability how to do that. I don't want my kids to suffer the way I had to, and I will spit in the face of any "educator" who tells me I'm wrong about this.