...I think once I get out there and try it myself, I'm going to feel VERY alone, and VERY nervous, like I'm in the wrong and will be told so.
... I think when I get mine, I need to OC with some of you guys sometime, to feel more comfortable about it...
A great excuse to make it to an OC event. Once you get comfortable with it, you still have the choice to carry however you see fit in varying situations. The advantage will then be that you will make the determination without fear or shame.