It sounds like you both are going through a tough time. I wish I could help. I truly hope this gets better and there is a truckload of peace and happiness in both of your futures.I too love the fall and these crisp mornings put me in that frame of mind
It also reminds me to get the saw running and go get more wood because the hawk will be coming down from the north.
I built CKW a nice circular fire pit. Pics when I get the landscaping done around it. She needed to smile and this worked.