Everyone's journey is different. When I shot my first Cajunized CZ things became much clearer for me. I was roaming around all over the place and I finally found my home. Of course, not everyone feels that way, it's just how it felt to me. My struggle is with the collector gene I seem to have. I don't want some, I want them all. I used to try to justify a purchase by inventing some niche I thought I needed to fill. Now I just admit I want a gun because I don't have that specific model. They aren't adding anything I don't already have.