I would not bring it up with your superiors again, ever again, but CC. My life is more important to me than my job. Yes, you could be fired if you ever had to use your weapon to defend yourself, but even in this economy, your way more likely to find a job if your among the LIVING.
LOL, very true. If you do CC then no one should know until you're forced to use it, I rather be out of a job than my life.