Be careful not to paint with too large a brush, "as with any illness sometimes knowing you have it makes the symptoms worse". It absolutely depends upon the individual. You might say, "As with MANY illnesses sometimes knowing you have it SOMETIMES makes it worse." "... been around people with it, and I've seen a few major melt-downs ..." Well, seeing is not knowing. Moods are as varied beween any two individuals as the PMS-moods are between two separate women. Don't judge unless you are bi-polar yourself. Then you can witness. It is NOT a chemical imbalance, even though doctors may prescribe drugs for it; that's what doctors do. Drugs help with some symptoms, and are not a cure. Bi-polar is a mess-up between the connections in the two sides of the brain. THAT cannot be fixed, and for a manic-depressive, normality is unattainable. It is more genetic than inherited. A family line can go 50 years with no-one having the symptoms. I am 75 yr. old, and have been bi-polar since way before it had that name, since age 5. Dealt with the mood swings like a little kid would. I hid out in comic-books. I made up stories for Dick Tracy to act in. I got way up in the tops of all the trees in the neighborhood, hollering like Tarzan. Just a kid, growing up. Life went on, and 'Nam happened at age 29. Got out of there, and the USAF entirely in 1968, but it was too late. Came home and began having bad recurring nightmares and constantly running thoughts. I ate sleepers like they were M&Ms, and it didn't help. Then I got sent to be checked for PTSD, and that was when they found out I was bi-polar, and locked on the manic phase, hard. It was awful. Went to a dozen shrinks from Ft Wayne, Marion, and Indy. before they finally did
diagnose it, and did something that worked for me. The highs and lows are still a challenge. It makes it easier to deal with it when I know that there are friendly meds in the amber vials that will help out a lot. Like he said, the meds working leads to thoughts of, "I don't need the meds, I'm just fine." Nope: you can NEVER stop taking the pills. You will ALWAYS have the abnormality. If you need to talk to someone who understands your dilemma, PM me. Maybe I can help. Life is good. EBG
I also appears that your illness has also created an inability to structure sentences and paragraphs. Your post most resembles a jigsaw puzzle with only some of the pieces properly assembled.
I also appears that your illness has also created an inability to structure sentences and paragraphs. Your post most resembles a jigsaw puzzle with only some of the pieces properly assembled.
I'm not sure how this thread turned into insulting each other but it stops now. Someone asked for help. Either help or keep your mouth shut please. Any more insults and some banning will occur.
Sometimes the grammar police just need to stay on their own pedestal and bite their tongue. When someone is brave enough to share you shouldn't kick them in the teeth for it.
Ted said:As I just got home, please allow me to reply.