Well said! I just mostly look through the classifieds on a daily basis and wish for what won't be.( better half and 4 daughters,1 son come first).Maybe some day I will get another AR-15Yeah, you're right. It's only money and possessions, I'm just disappointed because I really don't ever get or even ask for anything for myself. It is very rare for me to find something I want that I'm wiling to buy for myself. To me, giving my wife and children what they want is always more important and they are indeed never left wanting. I just wanted to vent about my misfortune at the pawnshop.