I voted "ambivilent" but at the worst I was just ignorant about firearms. I bought my first long gun when I was a senior in High School. I just decided one day that I should own one so I bought a 12ga Mossberg 500 and kept it in my closet. I didn't shoot it for another four months. Two years after that original purchase I bought my first handgun and then applied for my LTCH. Now I'm here!