What would be the best 'first' purchase for me (a woman) who has no shooting experience in over 30+ years. Would like one for protection, but do not want to carry this with me; also want one to protect my many animals on my new found love a animal caretaking of mini donkeys, chickens and meat rabbits. Being over 40, married, daughter off and recently married, want to make changes in my life and one is to be able to start hunting and provide food for myself in this economy which is dwindling. any insights are very helpful. Thanks