I don't know you, but am deeply sorry for your loss. That is sincere. I lost my Dad when I was 18. It will be rough for several months, but time truly does heal all wounds. I had a very difficult time with it for about a year, flunked out of college and didn't really want to do anything. I turned my life around slowly, but should have sought professional help. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about my Dad, you will be the same. Be grateful for the time you had together and keep his memory alive in your heart.
Dirty Steve
Dirty Steve