I had a situation tonight where I showed more restraint than I ever thought I would be able to. I work and have a wife and 4 kids that depend on me. When this guy was yelling in my face that is all I could think about. Looking back on the situation in some ways I am proud of myself for showing restraint but at the same time I am mad at myself for the same reason. 10 years ago if I had been in this situation it would have been on. Not a thought about anything but beating down the person talking s... That was not the case tonight. I cannot help but think there was a time when fighting was part of being a man. Now the only people who can fight without worrying about consequences are the thugs, druggies, and thieves. Other people have to take care of them and their families anyway. What ever happened to being able to be a real man?
Just my rant and troubles for the night.
Just my rant and troubles for the night.