It was for me as well. I retired at the rank of E9 SGM (Sergant Major) after 22 years and am not used to controlling situations. I know your frustration as well.
Don
Thanks for the rep! It matters not the severity of the illness the feelings of helplessness and uselessness are the same. Point is/was we are pullin and prayin' for all of you, and the fathers here are ready to lend our support. All th BS stops when a child is involved! You need to talk or let of steam at least I am here to help however I can!
Don